What Now…

What Now…

Sitting at my desk, doing everything but work. Eating, lurking on Instagram, creating posts of my own, updating and backing up my websites, editing content and now writing.

I can’t focus. Why am I here?…

It’s been about 40 seconds and I still haven’t type the answer to that.

It’s so broad. There are many different reasons:

  1. I came back to the corporate world to help my husband and I get approved for the 203k mortgage that we wanted, with having to use my business income – probably won’t happen.
  2. I wanted to try something different – now I’m bored.
  3. I wanted the company I work for as a client – accomplished that.
  4. It’s steady income and only a 5 min commute.

My next question to myself, is why am I still here? I think number 4 answers that!

Next question… what now? #KevinHart

Yesterday was National International Women’s Day. That and several other things that happen stirred up some thoughts and emotions that were overwhelming. I appreciate the women that tagged me. Sometimes we need that unexpected encouragement, especially on “struggle” days like yesterday was for me.

I have a little over 6 months until my 30th birthday. I did a lot in my 20’s…

2 degrees, 2 businesses, 1 husband lol, 3 kids, 1 dog, 12 cities.

But I also didn’t do a lot and I aspire to greatness.

I don’t want to wake up to somber emotions and go to job that brings no fulfillment to my life or purpose.

Preparation to my 30’s starts today. I promise to at least do 1 thing every week that is related to my growth spiritually, emotional, physically, financially, intellectually, and/or professionally.


“Start over, my darling. Be brave enough to find the life you want and courageous enough to chase it. Then start over and love yourself the way you were always meant to.”

– Madalyn Beck

Do you want to start or are you currently on an intentional journey to a better you?
What keeps you focus?
Tell me about it in the comments.

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